Phantom pain

It's like the limb you don't have still hurts! And it does! We are not talking about missing something. It's literally pain! Of course, the real pain I am experimenting it's not really phisical. It's more of a phychological pain! I know that there is no way that the limb could be still hurting. I know it because I amputated myself!!! So, I am telling you there is no way! Still, I am in pain. And it really hurts! And I want to go back in time and work some more on that decision to amputate. But I guess that isn't possible anymore. No going back in time! I will have to deal with the pain. And more important ... I will have to go easy on painkillers!