Fear

I am afraid! I think for the first time in my life I really understand what being afraid means. It's nothing to serious I might say. It's just this decision I need to take: either ... or! And I don't really know what to do. It's like sitting right there on the edge being afraid of jumping, even if you knew you could fly. What if I really can't? it's not human-like to fly ... so why am I special? maybe it isn't really true... maybe I can't fly after all. I am afraid I can't fly!