sâmbătă, 23 august 2014

Hope

Hmmm ... I think people nowadays have no more hope. Not even for themselves. We are just hopeless human beings trying to live our lives toward a mediocre line. We no longer dream big, we no longer fight for what we believe to be true or worthy or just our opinions. We have given up to our armor and we go with the flow. Like robots with no feelings, no emotions, no will, no power. I feel myself caught up in this no-life-life. And couple of the reasons why is that I forgot, or maybe never truly knew, how to live. Pursuit of happiness is something that doesn't interest us anymore. We are sick and tired to be sick and tired all the time, but we lack the power to do anything to change this. So at night we go to sleep only to wake up in the morning to take the same routine as the day before. And all this because we lost all hope. Despite what we are told that hope dies last, in our lives hope was lost first. HOWEVER, I want to believe that not all is lost and I wish to make the best to change my circumstances in order for me to be happy. It might take work. But if I want to open a book club, who is to tell me I can't do that? Or if I am to start an impossible relationship, who is to tell me I cannot succeed and transform it into best decision of my life? Or ... any other "small" or "big" wish/dream I might have. Who is to tell me that I have to accept what society gives me and that's it? I learnt that if you wanna have something you need to get it yourself because nobody is gonna bring it to you on a silver plate. So, I wanna have hope! Because if I lose this too ... then what good is it? Hope and Faith ... I decide I wanna keep these two. Oh, and LOVE too!