Addiction comes in many shapes starting from the bad habits such as drugs, drinking, shopping for some, and going to the not that destructive ones like coffee, perfumes (this is one of my favorites) and even on a more psychological level ... the cry for attention. But isn't any addiction a cry for attention?
It is odd that I find myself facing another insomnia night. And I am starting to think that it is true what I said couple of months before: the guilty have no sweet dreams! It's not that I do or did any crimes. But who is to judge what is a crime or not?
Addiction is pretty much a crime since it comes with a guilty conscience and no sleep. I use to sleep perfectly good. No wakings up in the middle of the night remembering I didn't do something right before going to sleep. It is said that the first step to get rid of an addiction is recognizing you have a problem. In our society it is very hard to do that, when everybody else is all good, no problems - PLEASE!!! We are all addicted to something.
I, for one, I am CAMELIA and I am addicted ... to what? Well this is the hard question. To what? Cas all the things I am addicted to are like covering the true and open wound - the true addiction.
I feel like I don't really deserve all the good things happening to me. I am full of flaws and right now I don't really know where to start to fix myself up again.
Any ideas how to get rid of an addiction?
